at Robert Moses Beach
Made #Hotteok aka Sweet Korean Pancakes today using a premix purchased from #HMart. Mine came out more like fluffy pastry or jelly donuts than pancakes. Will have to flatten them more next time. The pancake itself was good but I found the filling to be a bit too sweet.
Game Of Thrones - Season 4
“He remembered the smell of her hair, the warmth of her body. You were wrong to love her, a voice whispered. You were wrong to leave her, a different voice insisted.”
— (via fata-nboxerisitricoulalb)
I woke up lonely today. This morning I could feel it sitting in my chest, all the disappointment and wasted years. After nearly six years I don’t feel anything. He isn’t capable of loving me the way I want, need and deserve. I want to lie to myself and believe this is what I want, that I am okay with this but I am not. I need a partner that I feel connected to. Someone who tells me I am beautiful randomly and not just that I am hot when I am going down on him or that my “tits” and “ass” are great. I want someone who looks deeply in my eyes when I am speaking and who is truly present with me in the moment, not glued to their phone or iPad, randomly scrolling something arbitrary like Facebook when I am sharing my thoughts. I want someone who makes me feel important not because I pressure them to but because they want to be there with me. I want to make love not fuck. I want somebody who kisses me out of the blue, on my lips, on my face, everywhere. I want to feel skin to skin contact. I want a man who I would feel proud to call my husband and the father of my children, who wouldn’t run away from his responsibilities and blame me for his shortcomings. I want someone who would not speak condescendingly to me and belittle me in front of others. I want a man who isn’t ashamed to show the world and his buddies how much he loves me and that I come first. Someone who would rather spend the night talking vs surfing the web or playing some silly game. I fucking want someone who would replace the empty tissue roll after HE finished it because it is just the decent thing to do. I need someone who wouldn’t laugh at my frustration and become angry at my sadness. I want to be understood, taken seriously and validated. I am so sick and tired of being alone together.
Have some leftover rice in the refrigerator? Why not make some #eggfriedrice? All you need is leftover rice and egg + whatever other green you want to add (I used scallions but peas are more common). Add in a tiny splash of soy sauce and you are good to go. #cookeverythingsavemoney 😄
I am not saying this is the only way or even the best way to make bibimbap. We just thought it would be fun to try to make one of our favorite Korean dishes. So below you will see our “deconstructed” #bibimbap. Enjoy! :)